Hol's starting in like... 2 days! I wanna watch my Tsubasa!!! But it's not completed.. Gosh... My patience is running out.... I wanna watch!!

Time's passing by so so fast! So fast that is ... Unbelievable! *sigh* But time goes by... That's the law of nature...

2005 is indeed a very eventful year... Before we know it.. We'll be saying sayonara to 2005 and koniciwa to 2006! Then I'll be 17.. Then there'll be SPM! Then.. Goodbye skool life n hello to college life! 2005 had brought us Happiness... Sadness... Success... And of coz, Failure... It had also brought a lot of couples together... And yet... It had also separated some of them... We've got to know new people... But we've also lost some that we loved. Well... We should all look ahead of us and live life to its max! No matter how happy/unhappy we are... The road in front of us is unpredictable... We must have the courage to conquer all our obstacles in our lives...

On the 19th of October 2005, Eunice Lee had left us... Her departure had taught me a lesson, and that is we should all live our life with no regrets coz for all we know, we might be gone from this world the very next minute. Thank you Eunice. Although i'm not very close to you, your existence in this world had cause changes in my life. Thank you for everything and may you rest in peace. God bless.

~ If what letters tell is called a story, are unreachable words a dream? ~

Maaya Sakamoto ~ Loop
Tsubasa Chronicle (Ending Theme)

nee kono machi ga yuuyami ni somaru toki wa
sekai no dokoka de  asahi ga sasu
kimi no te no naka  sono hana ga kareru  toki wa
chiisa na tane wo  otosu darou

	Don't you think, that when this city is dyed in twilight;
	somewhere in this world the sun is rising.
	When this flower in your hand withers,
	it will probably drop a small seed.

fumikatamerareta tsuchi wo  michi da to yobu no naraba
me wo tojiru koto demo  ai ka naa?
	If trampled down soil can be called a road,
	can even closing my eyes be called love?

kono hoshi ga taira nara  futari  deaetenakatta
otagai toozakeru you ni  hashitteita
supiido wo yurumezu ni  ima wa donna ni hanarete mo
meguru kiseki no tochuu ni  mata mukaiau no darou
	If the Earth was flat, we would have never met.
	We would have been running away from each other.
	Not slowing down; now, even though we're so far apart,
	amongst the repeating miracles, we will come face to face again.

nee  kono machi no yuuyami ga sari iku toki ni
kono namida tsuretette
	Don't you think, that when the twilight leaves this city,
	it will take these tears away too?

katarikaketekuru moji wo  shousetsu to yobu no nara
todokanai kotoba wa  yume ka na?
	If what letters tell is called a story,
	are unreachable words a dream?

 yodomi naku nagareteku kawa ni  ukabeta konoha de
umi wo mezashite  kumo ni natte ame de furou
tooi kimi no chikaku de  ochita tane wo sodate you
chigau basho de kimi ga  kizuitekureru to ii n dake do
	I am carried by a leaf floating down the clear river
	and I head for the sea, become a cloud and fall down with the rain
	to help grow the seed next to you in that far away place.
	It wish you would realize it was me....

kono hoshi ga taema naku  mawaritsuzuketeiru kara
chiisaku aketa mado no soto  keshiki wo kae
watashi no aishita hana  sotto mebaeru kisetsu de
meguru kiseki no sono hate  mata mukaiau no darou
	Since the Earth spins endlessly,
	the scenery outside this half-opened window will change
	into the season when the flower I loved quietly blooms.
	At the end of this revolution of miracles, we will come face to face again.

mukaiau no darou
	We will come face to face again.

kururu mawaru kuru kuru to
kuru kuru kimi no mawari wo
	Endlessly spinning, round and round
	Round and round, rotating around you.

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Can't wait for exams to be over! I'm getting really obsessed with the show! Hmm.. Can't wait to watch it! 

 ~ 2 more weeks till hols! ~

Blaze - Kinya Kotani

Tsubasa Chronicle Opening Song

Hatenaki yume motomeru shirube naki sekai de

Kasanaru omoi Kokoro tsukisasu kodou
Shizuka ni tsuzuku tameraimonai uta

Tooku sorano kanata kara
Mazari atta bokura no kage
Hitsuzen to kimagure no naka
Shirusareta kioku

Sure chigatta toki no uzu
Kuchi hatetemo kimi no koe wo shinjite

Hatenaki yume motomeru shirube naki mirai de
Boku ga hikari nakushitemo itsuka
Kimi ga tomoshite kureta kirameku mune no honoo
Tsubasa ni kawaru kibou no kakera

Yamanai ame to yasashiku nureru tsuki
Kizutsuitemo ii kaze ni yure yuku bosho
Kurayami mo tsuranuku shisen aoku sunda hitomi no oku
Zetsubou mo kodoku mo koete kizamareta shirushi

Yugandeku toki no hazama
Kawashita kizuna ni kimi wo kanjita

Hakanaki michi wo tadoru kotae naki sekai de
Fui ni mayoi tachi domatteru kimi yo
Munekiramekasu kibou no asu e

Hakanaki yume motomeru kotae naki sekai de
Boku no onegai todokeru kagayaku mune no honoo

Hatenaki yume motomeru shirube naki sekai de
Boku ga hikari nakushitemo itsuka
Kimi ga tomoshite kureta kirameku mune no honoo
Tsubasa ni kawaru kibou no kakera

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Blaze is currently my fav song! It's the opening theme from the new anime - Tsubasa Reservoir Chonicle by Clamp! I want to watch it!!!

The guy i loved
Didn't know me till my third year
We were in the same class
Yet we didn't talk much...
Until a 'battle' starts
Then things were better after that part

Knowing each other through a war
Disturbing each other with missed calls...
And all those late night talks...
Not to mention the 'lullaby' songs...
Were all but gone

Admired but remained quiet
Teasing each other as if nothing is between us
Pretending to be undisturbed...
But i know
I'm too attracted

Time passed and i remained silent
Chasing after guys without interference
And yet i'm still not satisfied
For the guy i love is still not mine!

Perhaps it's my fault...
Perhaps it is...
Perhaps we would have a happy future...
I wouldn't know,
Coz i didn't have the courage to take that plunge...

As time flows by
The space between us remained dry
I wish i had filled it with memories
And yet all i'm left with is misery
Just because i didn't have the courage...
Neither did he!

He loved me once
Now i know
Things will never be the same again
It's time to let go...

The boy i loved
Had left without a word
As he leave
He brought the part i loved away
Leaving behind his empty shell

He is now a changed person
As much as i would to tell him how i feel
It's over
He has shunned me to a corner
Without any will to bother

"Is there a chance to get him back?"
I laid back and thought of that
Someone told me i should try
But i had... I had!!
I didn't succeed
He's just too hard to reach...

Buried deep under his cover
I couldn't reach him...
It's over...
Completely over...

And yet
I still want you to know that
You were great
And thanks for sharing those memories with me

 Watashiwa Anatawa Aishiteru!

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EXAM's coming!! So scary! Skool's ending early this year so we had to replace the last week of skool with Saturdays! No fair!! I want my Sats!!!!

23 August 2005

We celebrated DaoDao, Ah Loong and Ginny (Kin Kiat's GF)'s b'day in 1U! Lotza ppl there, no doubt! We watched Charlie & The Chocolate Factory in the new GSC!! Very nice! Jing, Shu n I was so jacoon bout the tissue dispenser in the toilet!!  It was an automatic one mar.. Hahahaha! After the show, we went for bowling.. I neva played tho.. Ekekkeke... Some matchmaking business was planned on that day but dunno whether it'll work out?! LoLz!! Hols's coming to an end... So lazy to get back to skool ler..... Got addmath & Moral project to hand it... Aarrghh!!